Friday, October 31, 2008


When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.

When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.

Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart.
It means I live my life MY way.
It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.

When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.

The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.

It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, and try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed.

And if that makes me a bitch, so be it.
I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.

B - Babe
I - In
T - Total
C - Control of
H - Herself

B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = HOT!!

B = Beautiful
I = Individual
T = That
C = Can
H = Handle anything

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Am I still sane???

I don't know why these days I'm so confused, feel so lost and keep asking whether I'm still sane or not. I've never ever been in this kind of situation, but things has been strange since I'm living in a dull, monotonous and isolated existance.
Hita that I know is easygoing, love being around people, love being outside, fun, loving, caring and laugh alot. But this Hita, she's strange, anti-social, mean bitch, rude, over analyzed everything, suffering from OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), she locks herself in her room all day and night, she sleeps the whole afternoon and sometimes upto 12-14 hours. Who is this Hita???
Therefore, I took "My Part 1 Psychological Quiz" @
And here's my result:

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Guardian Angel Prayer

Guardian Angel,
watch over those whose names you can read in my heart.
Guard over them with every care
and make their way easy and their labours fruitful.
Dry their tears if they weep;
sanctify their joys;
raise their courage if they weaken;
restore their hope if they lose heart,
their health if they be ill,
truth if they err,
repentance if they fail. Amen

Mashy Crump (Egyptian Cabbage Rolls)

Last week, an Egyptian girl in my college made a presentation about her home country, and she brought this delicious Mashy Crump! I've been googling this recipe all day. I think you all should try ;) It's addicting!

2 small cloves garlic
1 small cabbage
2 lb. ground beef
2 medium onions
1/2 tsp. salt
1/2 tsp. pepper
1/2 tsp. curry powder
1 c. tomato juice (see tomato
3 Tbsp. minced parsley and
dill weed
1 c. white rice, prewashed and
soaked in water 5 minutes
4 Tbsp. 100% sunflower oil

Clean outer layer of cabbage.
Prepare boiling water in
medium-sized saucepan.
Add 1 tablespoon salt.
Peel off leavesand put them in water to boil 3 minutes.
Add the small interior of cabbage to boil for 2 minutes. Then peel it all off.
Chop the onions and garlic and put them in the oil to be fried.
As soon as the onion turns yellow, add the meat and cook at medium temperature for 15 minutes. Add tomato juice and stir, leave for another 15 minutes. Add salt, pepper, curry, parsley and dill weed to meat.
Mix well, take meat off stove and add rice and stir. Cut large cabbage leaves in half, put 3 tablespoons meat and rice into leaves, then roll tight and put in
deep saucepan.
Add 2 cups hot water, boil on high for 30 minutes, then on medium for another 15 minutes.

Tomato Sauce For Egyptian Cabbage Rolls:
2 c. tomato juice
1 small onion
2 Tbsp. butter
salt and pepper to taste
Saute onion in butter, add tomato juice, salt and pepper
and cook on medium 15 to 20 minutes.

Shabbilicious.....i love vintage!

Loving all the beautiful things in the world!

Happy B'day, girlfriend!

October 29, 2008
Today is your 21st B'day, Ruriesha Nisma Putri, my beautiful ex-roommate for 2 years! Happy Birthday!! Wish you all the love and happiness in the world!
It's been 1,5 years we didn't see each other. Just hoping I won't miss your wedding :P
I miss you heaps and I love you always, girl!
Hita x0x0x0

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Blast from the past...

I am lonely. I miss those times, when I had someone next to me...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

New Bid: Dior Sweater!!

Aaaaaand this is my new other bid!! Isn't it pretty?


Today I logged on EagleNet, it's a website for Kirkwood College students. I checked my grades. I got A in most of the subjects, and one B+ in Intro to Business. But I was really schocked when I found out that in Intro to Comp I got F. So this is why I have always hated F-word, F letter, anything started with F.

Monday, October 20, 2008

A little too late...

Those are the stuff that I love from, but I'm a little too late. It's sold out :(

Friday, October 17, 2008

Happy B'day, Ma!

Roses are red
Violets are blue
i'm laughing like hell
coz i'm still
YOUNGER than you!!

Happy B'day, Ma!
I love you like i always do x0x0x0

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Chasing Pavements - Adele

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

Missco Pocket Tote Bag

Found this bag from
Love it! Wish they could ship it to the US where I am now...

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Zebra vs Chanel

Which 1 are you?

Vintage Steamer Trunk

Hey y'all! Found this beautiful Vintage Steamer Trunk from FreePeople hhhmmmmmm thought you might like it ;)

Wednesday, October 8, 2008


Bring me the sun, the beach, the waves, the breeze, n the surfers :P

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Keeping my SANITY!!!!!

Whhhhhooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaa I WANNA GO HOME!! I miss my dog and i really really really seriously need a dog to keep my sanity! :'(

Monday, October 6, 2008


I'm so in love with ESTÉE LAUDER new fragrance, Sensuous. It smells like woody-amber but somehow u can sense lavender hhhhhmmmmmmm i don't know how to explain it! ;)


Taurus is my zodiac sign. I love it! Here are some characteristic of Taurus women ;)

The women born during this period are of middle stature.
The body is plumpy, the forehead - broad and the neck - thick.
Taurean woman normally have a clean complexion, dark hair, bright eyes, well developed muscles,and broad shoulders. They have a nice and friendly way of interacting with others.

You have lots of patience and can withstand great hardships. But when provoked beyond limits, you become wild with rage and no power can withstand you.
Taureans are quite conservative and have a strong will power. They also show signs of laziness.
You cannot be deceived into doing anything that you do not want to.

Women born under this sunsign have a very calm nature and can put up with lot of provocation.
A Taurean woman speaks less and has a very strong will power . You have more moral and emotional courage than the average women.
It is easy for a Taurean woman to maintain harmony in domestic life and live a happy and enjoyable life. Very dependable and faithful , you are also a good cook and a very good homemaker.

You are less sensitive to pains and normally enjoy strong health. But if you fall ill, the recovery will be slow because your recooperative power is slow and you seldom co-operate with the doctor due to your stubborn nature.
Diseases effecting the throat and lower abdomen like tonsils, diptheria,throat infections colds, constipation trouble you. Pimples and sore eyes are also a sore spot for you.
You should avoid cold stuff and maximise intake of green vegetables to remain fit and healthy. Long walks are best exercise for you and you should have sufficient sleep also.

You are one of the few people who steadily earn and save money. You should be cautious while spending.
You can have a strong temptation for gambling also. You can become a good broker/ money arranger/ banker. It is not uncommmon for you to measure your success only from your savings.

Taurus females are not outgoing types. They will prefer to kep themselves ocupied in their own affairs and still attract people.
Once in love, you are very romantic and develop a strong attraction towards opposite sex .However you are quite slow in reacting. Good surroundings with lot of open air and natural looks turn you on.
Harmony of colours and especially pastel shades of blue and pink are your favourites. Generally, you are not jealous of other females.
Taurus women have a large appetite for sex. Throat is the hotspot for you.

You take long time to select your partner, but once married you shall prove to be a devoted wife. Taurus women rarely divorce . You care a lot for your husband.
You are also a very caring mother for your childen and do everything possible to see them in good shape.
Taurean women are good housemakers and do everything in a well planned and efficient manner. Food cooked by the Taurean women is often the best and they do show it well by throwing parties.

Women born under Taurus sunsign may become too lazy and get a tendency of taking life in a easy way.Being very fond of food, you gain weight very soon. This leads to showing down of general metabolism and a number of other problems.

Lucky days are Friday, Wednesday & Saturday.
Lucky colors are Pink, Blue and White.
Lucky numbers for you are 2 & 8.

Emerald and Blue sapphire are the lucky gemstones for you. The gems should have a vibrant aura and should never have been worn before. The weight has to be decided as per your body weight and age.

Ballerina went hiking

I can't believe I actually went hiking on a Ballerina/Flat/Pump shoes...whatever you call it! It was such a pain in the ass. Well, blame it on them, whoever they are, since they didn't tell me that we were going to hike. NO MORE hiking with this kind of shoes >_<
But i survived ;)

Vanilla Cupcakes

Last week, i was bored outta ma face, decided to make cupcakes and surprisingly, it was delicious! I'm proud of it hehehehe :D

Friday, October 3, 2008

U knw u <3 me...

I really love Blair Waldorf style in Gossip Girl.
Check this out...

Thursday, October 2, 2008

The Sartorialist

Down the street in Paris...
Fall 2008.


Old obsession that has been burried for 2 years is rising up! The trauma is still there but I'm fighting it. This time, I won't let anybody stop me from doing it. Yup, working hard to get back to it baby! ;)


I really love this pic. Found it from
Curious about it! Saw it in Oprah Winfrey Show ages ago, but don't remember...

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Serenity Prayer

God, grant me the Serenity
to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And Wisdom to know the difference.